After a week, I feel much more better now. The other day when I was overwhelmed with stress and kinda in anger but more of disappointment, I wrote this on my insta:
When everything falls on you and you have no say at all ... Gloomy day! I wish I would have the courage to say I quit ! 百忍成金, I know I can do it, I just need to vent for a while actually.
这个世界唯一不变的，就是变。只有接受和面对变故才会事事迎刃而解。It's freaking easy to say it but it is so freaking hard to do or to apply it.